Packing #2 The Saga Continues

It has always puzzled me that I never really realize the full impact of the things I am doing. For example yesterday was my last day at Target. There were no tears or saddness like I thought there would. but friday when everyone at my moms work was telling me good bye, good luck, I'll miss you, you'll do great, i was almost in tears. Maybe because these are people I basically grew up with or maybe because at work there weren't people who I cared about there. I had left them a note telling them I am going to be away. Idk if they'll get it or not, but I do hope they do.

So it's 2 more days till I head down to Orlando and pick up Lori and attend the Meet N Greet. I have everything pretty much packed... well there are a few last minute things that mom and I are going out to get Today I hope. I think I need socks and a few other items... idk really. I still need to figure out how to pack the car! My friend Adam came over the other day and to help me cuz the man has OCD and I need someone like that around when I pack. He's like "You're going to put all this, into that little car?" Well yeah duh! I have to, plus moms car is that AND my car isn't little, it's a huge Taurus! I can fit a lotta stuff in there!

My room is looking so empty. I can't pack my saints yet, those are really like for me to pack tomorrow night. I always pack my saints last. They protect me... if u believe in religion. lol but it's all good. Alright everyone I am heading off to clean the car with mother today and then church for my last day at youth group and then a ghost tour with my best friends Brandon, Candice, and Morgan! Ta Ta for now!

Packing...

Hello all... its the amazing ruthie again! So let me explain something... I have literally a week before mom and I head down to orlando to pick up Lori and go to the meet n greet and then the next day is check in... THIS IS NUTS! I have never been so stressed for time. PLUS i need to make sure everything is ok for work. Since it has been raining like cats and dogs mom doesn't want me to go to work... ugh. I actually need to go to work. This is my last week there. I need to prepare myself for not working there for a while. It's really sad. I helped build the store and it's got so many memories for me. A whole year, feels like I am breaking up with a bf to go out with the all star. But to be honest, it's actually like a date, cuz i am coming back to Target. lol Hopefully it will take me back lol.

But back to packing... i didn't know i had so much clothes! and so much stuff in general. I am not taking it all to Disney, but i do have a lot to pack, cuz since i live here i don't have much to buy when i m down there. The girls will like i am bringing a vac and a iron. Lori and I will have my huge TV in my room with a dvd player i need to find... lol I am still debating about bringing my twilight poster... idk... i might be buying a New Moon one while i am down there, so i am not gunna worry. I do need to get a laundry hamper and toiletries. and i think a few items of clothing... and that's really it! I'll be done... gahhh!!! lol

ok i am running to continue this packing process! lol

I Do Not Hook Up!

Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down 
You've got too much talent 
I see you through those bloodshot eyes 
There's a cure, you've found it 
Slow motion, sparks 
You've caught that chill 
Now don't deny it 
But boys will be boys 
Oh, yes, they will 
They don't wanna define it 
Just give up the game and get into me 
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet 
 
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow 
So if you want me, I don't come cheap 
Keep your hand in my hand, 
Your heart on your sleeve 
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep 
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight 


This song has been in my head all week. I call it one of the theme songs of my life. 
I am so uber excited for Disney Next week! Lori and I paid Matt for our meet n greet! 
Ahhhh!! Sorry i haven't written in a while, been so busy these last few weeks. Let's 
recap:

On may 2nd I went to Cassadaga and had an AMAZING time
On may 6th i turned 21
On may 10th my niece made her first holy communion
on may 11th i got my leave of absence from Target
on may 15th it was my bff morgans bday/relay for life/nieces communion/
confirmation party
on may 17th my niece made her confirmation

so yeah i have been sooooo busy. and let's not talk about the packing! i need
to get afew plastic boxes for my things. Mom is having a cow that i
am still leaving. but hey i still get to have my insurance! from both her and target! 

i don't know what it is, but kelly clarksons songs have been making me feel really good
lately! gaasp! idk what it is! lol ok ok i gotta sleep... ugh sleep! haha talk with everyone
soon!